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And even if it rains here
Its much worse in the North.
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| Adventures with Craigslist |
[11 Apr 2009|09:19pm] |
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Hahahahaha!
RE:
Hi saw your posting.......First off, this isn't spam or phony/fake craigslist response, etc....and as you will see, I can't exactly post this in the Sunday newspaper, etc!! Saw your post and thought I'd drop you a note....especially since you are looking for a fun/fantasy time and might enjoy "preserving the memory", so to speak..(my motto in life is, indeed, "One Life'!!)..... I am the owner of small (I keep it that way!) video production/editing company with a cool "side" to my regular business....have been doing this for 20 years (I am 45, started as a network cameraman, a terribly unfulfilling and tedious job with too much travel, etc etc)....And now have spent 20 years taping regular everyday people who have regular everyday fantasies just like all of us do...and want to capture them on video, but a professional-style video, complete with professional edits, camera angles, fades, etc....I have done and seen literally everything you can imagine over the 20 years that I've been in this interesting "side" to my regular profession....I do video for corporations, as well as weddings, christenings, events, etc....(which is how this side business started, as I was invited to tape a bride and groom after the reception....you get the idea!!)....This is a 100% legitimate offer, and my rates are very affordable (which I can keep quite affordable since I do several of these each week, regular people, from suburban "soccer moms", professionals, neighbors, construction workers to downtown nightlife types, party types, etc.....you name it, I've taped it).....And, to answer your thoughts/questions, no I do NOT sit and "enjoy" myself while taping you!! This is NOT my "angle" or any type of "self enjoyment" etc. It started out with a groom asking me to tape his wedding night and grew overe the years to where I am now shooting over 200 private "homemade" videos per year (and no, the recession doesn't affect my business in any way! Additionally, keep in mind that I do NOT participate/join....that's not what I am about. This is a real service, from a real profession that I have been for over 20 years. Participation is NOT what I am offering, so you may relax knowing that I am present for the video ONLY...!!! The video is yours and NOT to be shared, ever...I don't post them, keep copies after editing them, email them, swap them, etc EVER and I maintain 100% discretion and privacy always, and have as some of my prior and present clients local sports stars, wealthy business types, as well as waiters/waitresses, young athletes, old doctors, middle aged bartenders, etc. I have references also, and again, am 100% honest and legitimate, as well as just being (I'm told) a very, very easygoing, good guy, absolutely and completely open-minded and cool. If you would like to discuss this, privately, just send a short note and I'll supply a 100% private, discreet phone # where we can chat.... Thanks for reading and considering and, again, I know you can understand why the email and not a radio spot during drivetime rush-hour etc!!! Sincerely, Rob ps: It has been my experience over the years that the "we'll just tape it ourself" method comes out just as you would fear: 95% of the
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| How some things never change |
[03 Mar 2009|05:01pm] |
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"I think I feel a little hurt.
My fists are turning coal to diamonds.
Why no one told me so much work
Would all go into tryin'?
Oh, but those feelings ain't the same.
How some things never change.
Well, nobody's perfect.
And I knew better
Anyway
I thought about it 'til my head hurt.
I thought about it but it only made things worse.
I thought about it 'til my head hurt.
I thought about it but it only made things worse.
So I was wrong.
What could I do?
I knew all along."
________The Gossip
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[16 Oct 2008|12:09am] |
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Whateva, I do what I want!
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[04 Oct 2008|06:46am] |
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What if I'm wrong? I DON'T want to be wrong about this.
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| I never said I was a prophet, I never said I thought I could stop it |
[19 Sep 2008|11:25pm] |
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So I'm going to take some iniative and figure things out for myself. Basically this involves surrounding myself with positive people and stop doubting myself so much. While I'm sorry that some people feel that I've abadoned them, I feel like I should try to work towards my own goals and associate with people who care about the same sort of things. For the past few years I've been running myself ragged worrying about everyone elses life and helping them that I haven't really paid much attention to myself. I'm not saying I won't be there for those who need me, I can still do that, but I've realized there is only so much I can do before people have to help themselves and in turn that there is only so much other people can do for me before I have to take the iniative. To let go and realize, I cannot change everything and save people from themselves, its for the greater good. You know, since I've been at school this year I've been much happier than I have been in a long time and I believe its due to the fact I've adhered to this train of thought. I just want different things for my life at this point and this is not something I just decided overnight, it's been in the back of my mind for awhile and its finally time to act on it. I know I've cut most of the people I used to talk to out of my life, usually the situation explodes in one way or another because I get fed up, believe me, its very hard on me too. It's a very lonely road but seriously, give me a break. I have to do this now, there is no other option.
Life is a two-way street and so is friendship. I have shoulders to lean on but I am not a therapist, a miracle worker, a "runner," nor am I a bank. If people want to stoop to an immature level and try to get me "revenge"(and I do use this word loosely) then they seriously need to grow the fuck up. I want to be around people I can have fun with and who aren't fake. Scenario: pretending to do me favors---insisting its okay that I accept "gifts" even though I obviously do not feel comfortable and I insist on paying them back but they won't let me. It is not okay if you later then demand that I owe you and try to force me to do things I don't want to do. This is just going to make me utterly and absolutely pissed, so let me be if this is the way you are going to be.
Comprende?
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| Oh no you didn't. |
[17 Sep 2008|03:53am] |
Put any other way, I might let this one go.
But I'm really sick of this lack of regard for myself and everyone around me.
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[17 Aug 2008|01:30pm] |
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Kazaam!
Internet in the basement, which you would realize sucks if you've ever been in my basement.
Done with work for the summer, really wish I didn't have to because I really like that job. School is coming up though, I'm excited and a bit worried, I know I really have to focus this year. Good timing, the villagers are starting to form a mob :(
This years going to be interesting.
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[08 Jun 2008|12:32am] |
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RULE NUMBER ONE about life: ALWAYS tell the truth or you'll turn psycho.
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| Something thats been bothering me |
[06 Jun 2008|05:45pm] |
I love how people always make blind suggestions at what should been done with your life/free time, when they have no insight into the situation because 1)You don't really talk or 2)They don't agree with certain things. I just find it really fucking irritating when you already know what you need to improve on in your life and people try to be like "yeah, I think that you should..." The best thing though, is when people go behind your back and try to talk to your close friends about it when, as I have already said, they have no real concept of the situation or your life in general. If you have concerns about me, you should probably be talking to me about it, not some random fucking middleman. This won't make me nearly as angry as people talking behind my back about it, it will if I don't really know or associate with you, but if I call you friend and actually make a point to hang with you, then it won't. I'm sick of this dramatic bullshit, and I promise I will never speak to the next person I find doing this again, unless we're really close. I'm tired of having to justify myself to people I barely know.
I'm just saying I like when people are there for me, but if I'm going to change anything at all, it has to be on my own terms. Going behind my back like that only makes it worse, pissing me off and making me purposely exacerbate things just to piss others off.
I also realize there are some people from highschool who don't like me nearly as much as they did back then. I see people differently now too, but I don't bitch about how "bad" of a person they've become without even knowing the whole story. Well I actually like myself better, I don't let people walk all over me anymore and I'm doing what I want with my life(in terms of career.) I have friends who actually want to hang out with me outside of class, I have a job that I like, and I feel content with what I have. I can't believe I never saw this before, I'm glad I've gone through everything I have in the past 3 years because I would have never appreciated everything nearly as much as I do now. See thats the thing I don't think anybody realizes.
I'm not cutting this entry either.
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| Cycles. |
[08 Apr 2008|12:15am] |
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Days to nights and back again.
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[25 Feb 2008|09:32pm] |
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"Dethbed"---Alkaline Trio |
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I'm not exactly sure what to say. Somehow, I've finished a massive amount of work in the past couple of days though. However, I do need to write my paper for Junior review as it is due next Wednesday, design, possibly put it into some kind of book or envelope format then make 9 copies, not too concerned though.
Other than that, really tired, thats nothing new though.
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| The bible |
[16 Feb 2008|10:09pm] |
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Is it just me or does the book of Ruth have really strong lesbian undertones?
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[26 Jan 2008|03:26pm] |
I am alpha and omega, yo bitches.
Hahahahaha.
Moving back to school tomorrow, my plans of doing nothing all vacation worked.
I now realize when people have a problem with me, I tell them to fuck off.
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[12 Jan 2008|03:03pm] |
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When it comes down to things, it only matters what I think when it comes to my own life, theres nothing briefer or more accurate.
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[09 Jan 2008|10:13pm] |
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I've got to figure something out.
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[09 Jan 2008|12:28am] |
3.5, Deans List, quite pleased with the results this time. I think thats the case anyways, I can't really log in or anything right now, damn time restrictions.
I don't care what the naysayers think!
Possibilities opening up, perhaps I can use my neuroses to accomplish something. I have my qualms though.
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| These all natural fruit snacks kinda suck |
[06 Jan 2008|06:12pm] |
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So winter vacations here and I'm doing nothing, literally. This trying to teach myself to actually relax thing needs to work, so I don't go crazy from stress. I'm working on achieving inner peace, its a New Years Resolution really. Running away from my inner neurotic I suppose.
"My candle burns at both ends;
It will not last the night;
But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends--
It gives a lovely light!"
~~~Edna St. Vincent Millay.
Saw The Hitcher last night, disturbing to say the least. Had to settle on a movie, however, Saturday night television tends to suck.
Writing tons, its a frenzy lately, I just can't stop it when I'm not stressed out. With nothing to do I basically just read and write, watch tv then sleep/misc for a number of other hours. This not getting an intercession job is really working out for me, the key, to learn how to handle my stress before it eats away at my mind.
Ahhh Futurama, so glad Comedy Central picked it up.
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[27 Dec 2007|07:47pm] |
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The key to happiness is to tell people to shove it, even when there is an aspect of truth in what they are saying because, unfortunately, people are going to do what they want no matter what. Unless you can force someone to have an epiphany about their actions causing adverse effects, you aren't going to come off as anything but controlling, in a way, as overstepping boundaries.
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[26 Dec 2007|01:59pm] |
I need to stop making angry entries when I'm in that kinda state, apologies.
x_x
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